Warning ~ this the first in a series of posts I previously referred to as raw honesty.
And, since I expect some tears to flow I just got up to grab a kleenex.
But, in my deepest heart I believe God is calling me to transparency for me & maybe others....
It has been almost 3 years since my mom ran into the arms of Her Savior. I have no doubt that she had a crown in Heaven waiting for her. She was an amazing woman who'd overcome a horribly abusive childhood to raise my brother (a pastor) and I; both of whose families are happy and serving God. She left a beautiful legacy of love that extended well beyond the walls of her home.
So, please understand this series is NOT out of disrespect for or judgment of my mom. I have chosen to share this reality in honor of the life she lived. To continue the impact her existence had. If sharing her battle can change one life - I know she'd tell me to shout it from the rooftops.
**This series's purpose isn't a "how to prevent", but rather a "please prevent". The devastation and concomitant diseases from obesity are well known. What isn't discussed as much is the emotional toll the extra weight takes on the family members. I'm giving a peek into my mind to help others understand that obesity isn't just a physical or personal curse. It affects every loved one and can reach deep into their spirits for years to come.**
Let me assure you that my words on your screen are the result of extensive emotional processing and mental filing. I've had to work through so much to get to the point that I can share what I saw and express what I felt. The conversations in my head have taken me places I did not want to go. But, I believe for MY healing and to defeat my OWN monster, I needed to go to those places.
It is my deepest prayer that my honesty will change a life.
I pray a mother changes. I pray a child heals. I pray an uncle evolves.
I pray our journey is not yours.
Join me as I share the reality of death from obesity.
Next: Part 2 (How did THAT happen?)