For Soundtrack Saturday 4, I'm gonna give you an unmasked little peek into my heart.....
It has been a year since we made the decision to move to Texas, and, our home has still not sold. So, I am living between 2 states and learning to love the 2 day trip between Texas and Ohio via van with 4 kids, a big black lab and a GPS that I have yet to figure out :~)
While this time has been somewhat crazy, I can't believe how deeply grateful for it I am. I have been the only adult in my home for 11 months now. It is amazing what you see when you don't have someone to 'busy you' from looking at yourself.
Without my husband around to talk to and busy myself with, I have been placed in a unimaginably beautiful place to stop and see how and who God created me to be.
Meaning no disrespect at all to my dear husband, precious children, or my wonderful life, I think somewhere in the last many years, to my fault, I'd lost who I was. I was so busy being the everything to everyone that I'd forgotten the woman I was underneath the costume. I'd misplaced "The Real Me".
During this time of 'semi-seperation' from my usual life, the Lord has given me a much needed opportunity to step back and begin to uncover the woman He created. I have realized He sees me as beautiful, strong, individual and worth it. And, I know I am not the only one that finds that phrase a hard one to claim and believe!
I could ramble for thousands of words about my evolution in the last months, but I will spare you all :~) However, I will say that He sees 'The Real Me' in each of us.
He creates us in His image; the exact woman He desires to come along-side Him, do His work and grow His Kingdom. To not become that woman is not only cheating ourselves, but, more importantly, Him.
Lord, I do pray that these readers are able to see themselves as you do. May each one look in the mirror today and see something wonderful, strong, and beautiful. I pray these women reach under their masks and claim the daughter and dreams you've created. Jesus, you are too powerful and perfect for us to cheat ourselves, and You, from the life You've set for us. May we each see "The Real Me" today and take the next step towards her. Thank you for your love and grace!
While "The Real Me" from Natalie Grant has always been on the top ten tracks of the 'soundtrack of my life', it rings even deeper and truer now. It is a perfect song for the majority of you out there. Something about us scrapbookers ~ we don't put our pictures in the albums and forget we are part of the story and legacy too :~)
"Wonderful, beautiful is what you see
When you look at me
You're turning the tattered fabric of my life into
A perfect tapestry
I just wanna be me"
(Those receving this by email will just have to bop over to the site to hear the song since it doesn't transfer through the newsletter)
The Real Me ~ Natalie Grant (Awaken CD)
Foolish heart looks like we're here again
Same old game of plastic smile
Don't let anybody in
Hiding my heartache, will this glass house break
How much will they take before I'm empty
Do I let it show, does anybody know?
But you see the real me
Hiding in my skin, broken from within
Unveil me completely
I'm loosening my grasp
There's no need to mask my frailty
Cause you see the real me
Painted on, life is behind a mask
Self-inflicted circus clown
I'm tired of the song and dance
Living a Charade, always on parade
What a mess I've made of my existence
But you love me even now
And still I see somehow
But you see the real me
Hiding in my skin, broken from within
Unveil me completely
I'm loosening my grasp
There's no need to mask my frailty
Cause you see the real me
Wonderful, beautiful is what you see
When you look at me
You're turning the tattered fabric of my life into
A perfect tapestry
I just wanna be me
But you see the real me
Hiding in my skin, broken from within
Unveil me completely
I'm loosening my grasp
There's no need to mask my frailty
Cause you see the real me
And you love me just as I am
Wonderful, Beautiful is what you see
When you look at me
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